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✺ ≋ Pluto — Load-Bearing Orbit — Smoke Field Note

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A terpene list cannot assign a water by itself. The chemotype offers a pattern; the body reveals its current. The Six Waters begins with what actually happened.

The Almighty Spliff

BespokeCurry risograph-style collage titled “The Almighty Spliff,” centered on a dark Black face smoking a yellow-green spliff inside a distressed blue circular form. Red smoke curls toward surrounding Cannabis and broad tobacco leaves rendered in yellow, green, blue and orange against a heavily textured dark field.

The Almighty Spliff was my last full essay on weed. That does not mean I stopped paying attention. I have hella notes on strains, but with everything moving across the website, I needed a more streamlined way to communicate what I am observing.


Smoke Field Notes is that vessel. I am no longer interested in simply pumping individual strains through a capitalist system. Some notes will center a strain when it earns the return. Others will follow terpene constellations: chemotype combinations, terpene tings, blending relationships, and what becomes visible through the index. I continue to be amazed by how fully I can meet the needs of my body and my differently abled mind now that I understand terpenes more deeply and have built a whole-plant relationship. Pluto is where that current re-enters.




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Beauty, Decay, Grief & Regeneration


On Da Left Hand Side of Mushrooms & Roses explores the coexistence of tenderness and rot, grief and bloom.


This terrain honors the cycles of composting that make beauty possible—where what falls away feeds what grows.


A study in living with softness while staying rooted in what is real.

Cannabis + Fungi Tings


✺ ≋ Pluto — Load-Bearing Orbit — Smoke Field Note

Vertical Black Minimal Riso magazine cover for The Six Waters Cannabis Field Notes. A massive violet, ultramarine, and oxidized-orange Pluto rests in dark still water. A separate cannabis flower rises from the water at right, surrounded by its own small ripple. Large distressed type reads “Pluto by Pro Gro — Load-Bearing Orbit.” Smaller text reads, “The weight did not disappear. My body found more room to hold it,” alongside “Clears the static. Curves the edge. Still / Still → Deep / Deep. Mycelial Sankofa.”
Pluto by Pro Gro begins this return to Smoke Field Notes. Gelato 33 × 1991 Triangle Kush, with a reported terpene profile of myrcene, limonene, and β-caryophyllene, becomes a load-bearing orbit after high-stress days: the static clears, the edge curves, and my body finds enough ground to remain present. Still / Still moves toward Deep / Deep.

Abstract amoebic current shaped from irregular magenta and acid-green cellular forms. Dark violet spots and small detached fragments move through the winding shape against a white field.
A strain name tells me what to call the plant. Its chemotype begins to show me what I may be meeting. In Pluto, the reported constellation of myrcene, limonene, and β-caryophyllene matters in relationship; the Six Waters reads how that relationship actually moves through my body.


 Black Minimal Riso constellation graphic on a saturated black field. Large distressed text reads, “Pluto arrived three times: in Astro Me, in Siir’s Talking Drum, in the cannabis.” A violet Pluto occupies the upper left, an oxidized-orange and cyan talking drum rises from rippling water at upper right, and a large cyan, violet, and orange cannabis plant grows from the lower right. Flowing lines and water currents connect all three. Two small botanical specimens identify the lineage as Gelato 33 and 1991 Triangle Kush. Additional text connects the sky with the cosmic, the drum with the sonic, the plant with the somatic, and Mycelial Sankofa with the relationship among them.
Pluto arrived across three portals during the same stretch in which I was learning about load-bearing capacity. Mycelial Sankofa lets me read that repetition as relationship without flattening sky, sound, and plant into the same ting. Each one asks the body a version of the same question: what can I hold, and what am I finally able to put down?

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A chemotype works like rhythm—not a solo. In Pluto’s reported profile, myrcene, limonene, and β-caryophyllene move as a constellation. The Six Waters reads the pattern that formed with my body: static easing, the edge curving, and Still / Still moving toward Deep / Deep.



Black Minimal Riso field-note poster mapping Pluto’s movement through the Six Waters. Electric-cyan rings of still water descend through violet geological layers into a small deep pool. Large text reads “Still / Still,” with “Secondary: Deep / Deep” below. An orange Pluto hangs above the water, and a small Mycelial Sankofa portrait appears at the bottom right.
Still / Still is not absence or numbness. It is the point where the static quiets enough for the body to settle. With Pluto, that stillness opens toward Deep / Deep: fuller grounding, less bracing, and more capacity for presence.



A terpene list cannot assign a water by itself. The chemotype offers a pattern; the body reveals its current. The Six Waters begins with what actually happened.
Limonene does not operate alone or guarantee stimulation. Within Pluto’s reported myrcene–limonene–β-caryophyllene constellation, I experience it as a little space around the mind while the body continues moving toward ground.

Black Minimal Riso poster with three electric-blue, violet, and orange cannabis flowers arranged vertically against a distressed black field. A winding orange-and-blue line connects them like an underground root or signal. Large text reads “The Return,” followed by “Why I Return” and “Load-Bearing Capacity Includes Release.”
A return is data. One encounter offers an impression; repetition reveals a relationship. Mycelial Sankofa lets me notice that Pluto repeatedly meets high stress with quieter static, bodily grounding, and more room to remain present.



An isolated cannabis flower rendered in acid green, violet, turquoise, and black risograph textures against a white field.
I read β-caryophyllene as a structural part of Pluto’s chemotype. In relationship with myrcene and limonene, it helps the experience feel contained: the edge curves, but the mind does not disappear.


Black Minimal Riso atlas arranging six cannabis-water states as horizontal landscapes: Dawn as a bright splash at sunrise; River / Flowing as a winding current; Deep / Deep as a violet basin; Still / Still as calm reflective water beneath a moon; Mist as rolling blue vapor; and Boil / Turbulent as orange heat breaking through bubbling water. A note at the bottom maps Pluto from Still / Still toward Deep / Deep
These waters are not potency levels or permanent strain categories. They name the states that emerge through relationship between plant, chemotype, body, dose, and context. Pluto enters my body through Still / Still and settles toward Deep / Deep.


An isolated circular water ripple rendered in layered ultramarine and turquoise risograph textures against a white field.
A terpene list cannot assign a water by itself. The chemotype offers a pattern; the body reveals its current. The Six Waters begins with what actually happened.


Black Minimal Riso poster showing an electric-cyan and orange cannabis plant rooted at the edge of still water. Its roots extend below the surface through layered underground channels. Large text reads “Watershed,” with sections titled “Ecological Attunement” and “Mycelial Sankofa.”
The Watershed asks more than “What does this strain do?” It asks what relationship becomes possible among plant, body, stress, memory, and environment. With Pluto, support does not mean carrying more forever. It means becoming able to set some weight down.



 An abstract violet-and-black current bends between two circular ripples, surrounded by scattered magenta droplets on a white field.
I read myrcene as Pluto’s bodyward current—the pull toward heavier grounding and Deep / Deep. Limonene leaves a little space around the mind, while β-caryophyllene helps hold the experience together.


Black Minimal Riso poster showing a huge oxidized-orange sun setting over turquoise water beneath a violet-black sky. Pluto appears as a small purple planet above a winding current, while a large cannabis flower rises from the dark shoreline. Text identifies Pluto by Pro Gro and maps the experience from Still / Still toward Deep / Deep.
“End-of-day” is a field coordinate, not a universal label for the strain. After sustained anxiety management, Pluto gives me enough mental space and bodily ground to transition from carrying the day into rest, connection, and presence.



An isolated formation of pale-violet stones divided by a winding ultramarine river with white, branching edges.
An isolated formation of pale-violet stones divided by a winding ultramarine river with white, branching edges.
Pluto is brought to you by Load-Bearing Orbit™—for when capacity needs a release valve. Clears the static. Curves the edge. Still / Still → Deep / Deep.

Pluto — Load-Bearing Orbit — Smoke Field Note


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